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ok well. i myself am physically exhausted. my body has no energy what-so-ever. I'm tired. My senior year started monday and my body is still trying to get used to waking up at 5am and going non-stop until 8pm. 15 hours of nonstop school and work. AND THEN... on top of that, I go home and do homework for like ever. it's rediculous.

and i miss levi. i want to see him, like right now. i want to be with him.... right now..... and i want to be with him for as long as God is willing to let us be together. and I hope to God that it's a long time. i really do love him.

also... i have homework to do.... gotta get on that. here's my schedule though:

1) Economics.........................Zimmerman
2) Spanish III Pre-AP............Stufflebeam
3) English IV..........................Sitton
4) US History to 1865............Gregory
5) Anatomy & Phisiology........Stadel
6) College Algebra..................Jones
7) Harm Choir III....................Abernathy
8) Seminar Scrubs...................Miller

so yeaaaa. fun classes, eh? i should be getting out of harm choir... i'm hoping to get myself into a higher choir.

so i still miss levi.

i got in trouble this weekend. i was supposed to be home at 10:30 last night and i wasn't. i lied to my dad so I could stay at levi's longer. i can't help but want to spend a lot of time with him. i feel something different from all my other few relationships. well anyway. so now i have to stay home all weekend. and i really wanted to see levi perform in choir at church sunday, but i don't know if that's gonna happen. =[

i complain too much.

goodness. long time no talk.

now i know no one reads this, but i will write anyway.

it's been a long final 2 weeks of summer. Last weekend, my BF, Levi, and my BFF Jill, Kassi, decided to go to elk river in MO (missouri). it was fun. kind of. it was filled with drunken jerks and pervs. it made levi mad. and then i slipped on a rock. and i think i fractred my thumb. (try this: make the letter 'c' with one of your hands using your thumb and your pointer finger. well i can't do that.) i can't even rotate my thumb a full rotation. its annoying and irritating. but anyway. i also stubbed my toe on a rock and cracked my toe nail (ew) i know.

this weekend was a blast, even though it's been tiring. i've been running around since friday morning. i went shopping friday afternoon with my BFF, and i wasn't smart cause i used my moms debit card. she wasn't that happy. i got cute clothes though. and then that night i went with levi, kassi, faith & her sister precila, hannah & her BF alec, bri & her BF eric, and casey to tiger pride. which is a football scrimage at the bent. FB stadium. its the first big social event of the year. and its my senior year, so i wanted to get involved. but i had another accident and i stubbed my other toe on levi's shoe. this one bled, but i was fine. according to levi, i'm the toughest woman he knows. anyway. we then went out to dinner and i paid for everyone's meal. big mistake using my mom's debit card again. it was expensive cause we ate at samari. and then we hung out at faith's house, i took levi home, went back to faith's house and then stayed the night.

then we went to beaver lake today. long ass drive. and being tired doesn't help. i was up until 1:30 that night and woke up at 7. we swam around a bit. it was lots of fun. especially trying to get faith to swim in the water and get her out further. it was cute. i love the lake and all but now my bod and my hair smells like lake water. which means i need a shower. tonight.

then everyone came over to my house, we watched step up (good movie. if you haven't seen it, then you should.) and we ate pizza hut. then we went upstairs and played pool and i worked on my karate photo album a little bit. (>_< it needs to be done by the beginning of september and i'm way behind.) anyway. everyone went home, i took levi home and now i'm waiting for him to get home from shopping and give me a call.

well i think i've said enough. i'm tired of writing and i'll be back later.

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wow. its been a while. but i have some amazing news to tell you all.

VICKI HAS A BOYFRIEND!
(andthisoneishereforgood)

and she is so happy too. so i am dedicating this whole entry to him:

HIS NAME IS LEVI:

isn't he just insanly gorgeous?! i know. so you don't have to tell me.

he has no idea how much i love him. how much i want to be with him. he means more to me than everyone in this whole world combined. i'd do anything for him. beyond anything. he makes me laugh and smile and giggle. and i havent done that in a long time and actually mean to do it. i cant get him off of my mind and i never want to leave him.

i know he's adorable.
BACK OFF!

i can't possibly decribe him. he's amazing. and too perfect for words.

i love him more than life itself.
no body will ever replace him.
no body will ever know how much i love him.
only god knows. and only just a little bit.

HERE'S WHAT I HAVE TO SAYY:

he is one of the most important things in my life right now. he's the one person i feel comfortable around, and when i'm not, he always has a way of making it easy to.

he's loving and smart and funny. he cares and is very passionate about everything he cares about. he's dedicated to practically everything he does and always finishes what he starts.

i know he's heard most of these words from me before, and i know he knows every word is true, but i want the world to know what he means to me and i want the world to always know. he is a little something i call perfection and becomes more perfect everytime i look into his eyes.

when i'm upset or not feeling well, he has a way with words and just the sound of his voice, or the smoothness of his touch is enough to make everything better. even the thought of his touch gives me the chills.

its insane the way he looks at me and i know he understands me. his smile lets me know that he loves me for me, and that i don't have to be anyone else in the world. he makes me feel like i'm wanted.

we never get tired of each other and always have something to say. we trust each other and don't mind telling eachother what's on our minds. we never argue and we never bicker. we have tickle fights and joke around about the silliest little things. we have secrets that no one else in the world knows but us. and when we're together, there's no one else in the world but us.

it's so crazy how, when we're apart for a certain time period, time never seems to go fast enough, but when we are together, time just doesn't seem to go slow enough.

God knows how much i love him and God knows i'm gonna do everything i can to hold onto him.

he's everything to me. he's not just my boyfriend, but he's also my best friend and i love him to death.

<33333

<3
 

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ok so wow. it's been a while eh?

i'm addicted to myspace.

and lately a certain boy hehe.

we're going to homecoming together.

which is tomorrow!

and i can't wait!

he's amazing.

<3